Miss Gullible

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I have just finished reading Skinny Bitch. In the back of my mind I know that summer is just around the corner and I am beginning to feel the pressure to get thin. I will go into that in more detail later, but I really need to share an exerpt from the book with you.

Warning - Do not read the rest of this post if you are easily offended.

I have not been able to get it out of my head - Surely you can endure reading it, if the animals have to endure suffering it.

This excerpt is actually quoted from Gail A Aisnitz’s book Slaughterhouse and is told from a slaughter house worker. These kind of monstrosities happen every second of every day all around the world and if you have any conscience at all please take just a moment to think of these sentient beings when you are planning your next meal.

“One time I took my knife - it’s sharp enough - and I sliced off the end of a hog’s nose, just like a piece of bologna. The hog went crazy for a few seconds. Then it just sat there looking kind of stupid. So I took a handful of Salt Brine and ground it into its nose, all over the place. I still had a bunch of salt left in my hand - I was wearing a rubber glove - and I stuck the salt right up the hog’s ass. The poor hog didn’t know whether to shit or go blind.”

There are other stories that I can’t bear to reread. Is it only me who feels appalled at this kind of disgusting abuse? Why do we think it is ok to abuse animals in any way we see fit? It is so easy to live without violence.

Sorry if this post has offended you, but I honestly feel that our governments are involved in a huge scam with corporations to keep the animal abuse that happens day in day out, every single second, a secret from the public. This is not ok. We need to do something about it and make changes. Every small thing you do makes a difference. Animals are sentient, feeling, thinking beings. It is obvious when you look at your pets, but if not it has been proven so many times I have lost count. Please start caring.

http://www.peta.org

It’s not all doom and gloom here in sunny Balmoral. I have been having a rather lovely time taking Charlie the dog for walks on the beach and playing with my kitten Dylan.

When my pet rats come out to play Dylan will go and sit in their cages. It is the funniest sight. I am unemployed, so my main aim is to look for a job (an easy, not too stressful one), but I have a secret pleasure in being able to get up late and take my time with life. I listen to Butterfingers funny music and just have some fun.

Occasionally I forget our financial situation and just smile to myself at my surroundings and my funny pets and my lovely husband.

Last time I lost a lot of money at an online casino I was distraught. I was so low that I felt suicidal. I know it sounds like I am exaggerating, but I honestly felt like it was easier if I was no longer alive. I felt that to die might be kinder to those around me. I even looked up ways to kill myself with the least pain. The act of reading about these very practical ways to kill yourself somehow brought me to my senses. That was when I first researched gambling addiction. I finally felt that things had gone too far. I was no longer in control.

Apparently the term “gambling addiction” is actually not the proper term. Professionals call it “impulse control disorder”. Anyway I looked at the list of warning signs; trying to win back losses with more gambling, lying to family and friends, gambling to escape from reality, risking significant relationships and your job, loss of control, depression, preoccupation, suicidal thoughts.

Well I could tick pretty much all of those boxes and it was almost with a sense of relief that I diagnosed myself as a compulsive gambler. I realised that all the scams I have fallen for have been like gambling. I have been “investing money” into something with high risk. That, along with the money I have lost in actual casinos made me come to my senses.

I sat there in tears and realised that I had to tell Mr Sensible everything. He was out of the house at the time so I walked down to the beach to find him. It was so hard to tell the truth I could barely get the words out. That is what I told you about in my previous post.

I realised just how bad my problem was when I found myself back in the casino the next day! I was so ashamed. That is it now. I am being honest with myself and trying to move forward. Honesty from here on out. I really do love life and I know I can make so much of it and help others, but I just have to take a step in the right direction.

I haven’t told you yet that I lost my job last week. I was too ashamed even to write it here. I feel that with compulsive gambling comes compulsive lying and if I am not 100% honest on my blog I am lying to myself.

It is quite strange that I find myself writing this post, because as a rule I am totally 100% against gambling software and think they are all scams. The trouble is that Roulette Raid is proving me wrong.

It is one of the lesser known softwares and not to be confused with the very scammy Roulette Raider. It also only costs $25 and is refundable if it doesn’t work for you. Don’t worry they don’t have an affilliate program, so you can’t accuse me of being an unethical scammer here.

In one of my low points last week, I was searching for roulette systems and strategies and reading up on Dublinbet and other live casinos. I know, I should have learned my lesson by now, but I am Miss Gullible.

I happened upon Roulette Raid, which is sold at RouletteRaid.com and Ezesoftware.co.uk.

Roulette Raid is designed to work on Live Online Casinos like Dublinbet (see my review on Dublinbet).

I did my research and checked it out on the roulette forums and lo and behold it had all positive feed back! I decided to try it out and downloaded the demo. The demo is a bit rubbish to be honest and only lets you spin 6 times before resetting, so you can’t get a real feel for it, so I decided to jump in the deep end and buy it.

I played at Dublinbet in Fun Mode and it actually worked! You can choose between 5 different systems, but I used Solex, which picks just one number. It uses progression to make sure you profit, even if the number doesn’t come up for a while, but if you are a wuss like me, you can flat bet and still make a (smaller) profit.

I played with Real money and actually doubled my money. I had to stop though, because I am beginning to realise I have a bit of a gambling problem and I am working with Mr Sensible to stop it.

On the roulette forums such as RouletteForum.net

you can read comments from people who are actually making a living from this software alone. I couldn’t quite believe it. If you decide to try it make sure you only play at live online casinos and please do your research and don’t just take my word for it. I am Miss Gullible after all. But from what I have read and tested this is the best thing out there for roulette.

Good Luck!

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I have been trying out Dublinbet over the last few days and it is definitely a much more positive experience than most online casinos which use Randomly Generated Numbers. Even the roulette software I would otherwise shun works better in a “live” online casino. It can’t really be rigged as there are real punters around the table watching it spin and you see it all via live video feed.

There blackjack is called “Early payout blackjack” and works a bit like Deal or No Deal. You can choose to take a payout or finish playing your hand. It means that they pay out over 99%.

Roulette is much slower than your average online casino as it is live and you have to wait for others to place their bets and for the dealer to spin, but this is the same as a “live” casino and you generally end up winning more due to the trustworthy nature of the casino.

Dublinbet.com is very popular with people that like to play online and has recieved rave reviews. You can give it a try with fun money. You don’t even need to download the casino just click to play games. If you enjoy online casinos, I would definitely give this a try. If you want to try out any systems or software try it in fun mode first.

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